Dec
5
2011

Take Away From NaNoWriMo 2011

I am (not) a winner of this year’s NaNoWriMo 30 day 50k words challenge. I don’t get the awesome badge on my site that says Winner, but I do get the Participant badge. The final count for the month is 15,753 words. [More]
Nov
25
2011

My Introduction to Flash Fiction

Being new to NaNoWriMo means I’m also new to the fans, other writers, and motivational resources. In my social interaction I came across a website titled Terribleminds. This guy tells it like he sees it and doesn’t hold back the profanity. I like him and will most likely check in on his blog for years to come. He recently put out a challenge for a 100 word flash fictions with a focus on the writers choice of using one of these five words; frog, powder, seagull, tower, and scissors. I thought, why not, and gave it a try. I quickly picked a word and went to town. I’ve never written flash fiction before, but doing this challenge enlightened my day, so I did more the next day and then the day after that. I did this until all five words were used; the last entry was Black Friday morning. Mr. Chuck Wendig, author of terribleminds.com, offered up a winning prize for what he believes is the best one. I would be thrilled if one of my five made it, but I wouldn’t be a bit sad if they didn’t. [More]
Oct
31
2011

Last Sane Day

I wanted to post a goodbye to my family, friends, and readers as I venture into NaNoWriMo starting tomorrow.  Feel free to express your support and encouragement, but don’t be sad if my response is delayed.  And lets have a party in 31 days. Tracking You can keep an eye on my progress at my NaNoWriMo Stats 2011 page. My NaNoWriMo participant page is at http://www.nanowrimo.org/en/participants/tevyn. I hope to have time to tweet about it too from @Tevyn and I’ll include the tag #enderlace, as that is my book title. Going Expectations While researching and preparing myself for NaNo I’ve found motivational websites, helpful techniques, and a basic understanding of what it means to commit to the National Novel Writing Month.  From this research I’ve decided that it would be impractical of me to consider achieving the gold.  I am not psyching myself out, I’m just being realistic.  (1) This is my first year. (2) I am just beginning the craft of writing. (3) I have 2 little kids, fulltime job, 1.8 hour daily commute, a house to clean, guests to entertain at Thanksgiving, and a husband to keep.  I also have little faith that what I write will actually be any good, after all I’m pretty much just puking out my novel in 30 days.  I don’t have a PhD in English Literature, heck I don’t even have a Bachelors degree.  What I write is going to be 85% crap.   I’m not going to be a writer in 30 days, but I may turn out to be a better writer when it’s over. What I want to get out of NaNoWriMo is a giant lesson on getting my stories from my head on to paper.  Crafting writing skills takes time, in fact, it could take several years before I actually write a somewhat successful novel in a month.  NaNo is just my “GET YOUR BUTT MOVING!” push. Departing with a Tiny Gem --- Before I drop everything I wanted to share with you an excerpt from the fan fiction I’ve been working on lately.  It is now on hold until after November.      Looking up to clear her thoughts she admired the cooling fan in the parasol over her table.  The device was connected by a steel pipe that ran down the central poll to the base.  At the base there is an extended circular pipe around it that propelled the fan through foot pressure.  If you press the pedal to the floor the speed of the fan would increase, as you lighted the pressure the speed would decrease.  She had the same type of mechanics in her hand held parasol, however it used a gripping mechanism to modulate the speed.       Silvia glanced towards her parasol a the nearby entrance that lead out from the cafe, but her eyes didn't make it there.  Her eyes caught sight on a gentleman pacing several feet away along the walkway just outside of the Lynda’s Cafe gate.  He looked confused and determined as he glanced at his pocket watch.
Oct
18
2011

Phoenix Builds a Cover

I haven't written this out as a story because I don't have time.  I'm working on a fan fiction short story right now and preparing for NaNoWriMo.  The fan fiction is from the Ministry of Peculiar Occurrences world and I'm only at 2000+ words.  My goal is 7.5k by the 30th (small for practice). However, I didn't want to forget last night’s dream, so I'm writing the summarized version today.  It's just another plot line for Phoenix that provides the opportunity for supporting characters.  ----      She selects a new brother from the hard streets of LA strung up on cocaine, to support her new cover. Phoenix takes him to a rehab clinic and visits during the weekends. They work on their relationship as brother and sister (playing scrabble and chess). She prepares identification paperwork for him and changes his history to that of a healthy good student.  Phoenix moves them to a place where they can reinvent themselves and enrolls them to the local school (college/high school). He becomes her identity cover, a brother, a friend, and a side kick. He has a second chance at a rich life on a platter because of her.  She informs him that she has secrets and only trust and time will reveal them. He suspects her ability to read minds early on as she busts him before he falls off the wagon. As their relationship grows he learns of her healing capabilities and that she can manipulate air (telekinesis).  ---- In reality I think I miss my family and my unofficially adopted brother Chris. I truly hope everyone is doing well. 
Oct
6
2011

Lunch with Philippa Ballentine and (MIA Tee Morris)

     Meet a published writer: Check!          About a couple months ago I started to follow the blazing trail of Philippa Ballentine and Tee Morris across the Internet.  I picked up the trail when I caught wind of the name “Phoenix” in my Twitter stream.  Those that I follow is mostly made up of technology and design geeks.  If you’ve been reading my previous post I’ve designated one of my characters with that name.        It is the original re-tweet from Pip to Tee then by Joel Cochran (BlendSig founder) as a follower of Tee:      I hit the link and found a rabbit whole worth exploring.  I purchased Pip’s Geist first, because out of her books I thought this would fit right in my spectrum.  I read it in 2 days and posted a review.  It fit my mold, but then it did something else exciting.  It opened my eyes to an array of explosive creativity.  Pip’s world, in A Book of the Order series, re-organized my book collection (so to speak, as I read a lot on Kindle now) and pointed me at a new direction of fantasy novels.  She also expanded my reading range and introduced me to Steampunk.  I knew of it, but had a wan interest.  I equate it to be like when someone mentions LARP (live action role play) and considered it a nerdy fad.  To answer your question, yes, I realize that I am a geek, but not a nerd.  Over the last two months I have become very excited about learning more on Steampunk.      Back to the topic, today I had lunch at Bungalow Alehouse in Gainesville, VA (one of their favorites) with Pip Ballentine.  Unfortunately, Tee Morris was unable to attend.  He was needed at work to provide business justifications to his IT department on why he should have a Mac (tell them you need to test the company sites from a Mac for accessibility).        I went into this luncheon with the mind set of zero expectations and no in-depth questions.  Mainly, I just wanted to be friends with these awesome folk who I have a lot of commonalities with.  This is the first time I’ve ever reached out to a celeb personality, although Pip doesn’t admit to it.  For as outspoken as they are, I would expect that the sky is the limit, as far as media popularity is concerned.      The first thing she did when we meet was gave me a hug.  All of my friends who read this now know exactly why I like her.  We talked about Tee and Boom (yeah, you know it), books and stories, tips and support for writing, NaNoWriMo, writing music, traveling, parents, dragons, and laundry.  It was a wonderful 1+ hour of friendly conversation.  I had no reason to be nervous, especially, as we easily jump into our conversations.  It was an enriching experience and I hope that we can do it again.     Thanks Pip for your entertainment on the paper, internet, radio, and in person!  Congratulations to Pip and Tee for their wedding on Saturday 10/8/2011!
Sep
15
2011

Getting Serious About Writing

This year’s goal to write has been progressing as expected--slowly. I’m not following a well-developed and documented set of steps to reach my goal. It is my own creations. Step Number 1: I started committing to my writing quest publically by creating a blog full of stories. [More]
Sep
2
2011

Many Stories in a Different Telling

When I awoke from the following dream I couldn’t help but find similarities to other fantasy references. I thought of Arthur and Merlin, Harry Potter, Dragonheart, the The Eye of the World (The Wheel of Time, Book 1), By Christopher Paolini: Eragon (Inheritance, Book 1), and more.
----- He’d been following the dark hunters for four weeks now in hopes that they would lead him to the prophesied champion or at least others holding the gift. Since his master had revealed the prophecy five moon cycles ago, Lanue has been searching for Terian’s savior. For the second time in his life his world had shifted upside down because of the gift of Charee. [More]
Jul
28
2011

Entering 2011 November NaNoWriMo

This year I’ve decided to place a challenge on myself for writing. The National Novel Writing Month contest will help me accomplish this goal. I don’t expect that I will complete the required goal of 50,000 words to win recognition, but I badly want to try. I’ve encouraged my nephew to join with me and participate in the NaNoWriMo Young Writers Program. He will be able to set his own word count goal. He is a lot like me—a dream writer. He has a dream and then it is followed by an outpour of ideas. He uses notebooks right now to document his stories. This spring on a trip to Utah I showed him a couple good writing programs (Scrivener and yWriter) to help him organize his thoughts for writing. My favorite feature about the NaNoWriMo is the fact that what your writing doesn’t have to be perfect, it doesn’t require editing or reviewing, it’s just writing. My friend, Jon Maki (you remember him from Herioc Protraits), is a writer and participates in this contest.  He is a 2009 NaNoWriMo winner. NaNoWriMo has yet to update their site information for this year’s contest so please disregard the note on the image for 2010. My user profile: http://www.nanowrimo.org/eng/user/824585 I’ll write more on this as the time comes closer and include my word count in the left column of my blog, but for now I’m still trying to decide on what to write about. I have three stories in my head: Phoenix (which you’ve already read about here on my blog), a fantasy story (combines a lot of my favorites together), and a science fiction book that I’ve been thinking about for several years. The requirements for the NaNoWriMo are that you can’t use pre-existing material. With that in mind, please read the descriptions below detailing my current choices. My first idea is to write more about Phoenix. What I’ve written about her I could not include in this contest, but she is a strong enough character and I have other ideas that I haven’t shared about her. The ideas are that she has a military background and is living as a high school student (no more risky business). The second idea is a fantasy story that has a main female lead and supporting friends. This story has a draft blog post that I’m still developing, but I may just have to stop in order to use this idea in the NaNoWriMo. This story doesn’t have any major scenes plotted out yet. I just have the intro, which may actually be pushed after a painting of the world as it was. It combines a lot of fantasy novels I’ve read, but with new spins. Finally is my epic series book that I’ve obsessed on for the last few years. I haven’t written any story for it, but have done a lot of research for it. I’m afraid that if I use this as my story I would become too attached to the specifics and it will cause my writing output to slow down. I don’t want to share it with you at this time, because I hold it close to my heart. Only my mentor, my husband, two of my closest friends, and my sister actually knows the whole story. They’ve all been very supportive of it and me. Who wants to join me on my NaNoWriMo contest in November? You can participate or you can support me through questions, ideas, babysitting (so I can have time to write), and encouragement.
Jul
9
2011

First Appearance of Phoenix

Below is the first appearance of Phoenix in my dreams.  I shared this with a couple of my friends a while back, but now that I’m blogging I thought I’d post this here.   I wrote this up on March 23, 2011.  In my dream there is a small story that happens before this and hopefully I’ll get a chance to post it.  However, I don’t like doing things out of order when they belong together, so please post a comment of encouragement.  This is also in a different perspective than my other Phoenix postings.  She is in high school in this story and doesn’t have the cycle problem.  That came later when I decided she needed a Kryptonite to go with all of her gifts.   ……………      She pulled his hand close under the water to see his wounds and gently stroked the top of his hand to wash away the pain, blood, and evidence of the emotional violence that happened just an hour ago.  While holding onto his hand she followed an urge and place it on her cheek.   He moved his hand gently, but the spell was broken.  Phoenix embarrassingly came to her senses and withdrew from the brief intimate contact with Jeremy.  She knew him, but then again she knew everyone.   No thoughts where private to a mind reader.   If he wasn’t a teenage boy she suspected he would have been offended by her actions.             As she emerged from the large swimming pool she said  "I am sorry.  I shouldn't have done that."      With her back towards him and her face hidden from view, she quickly pulled for the towel near him.  Jeremy jumped, but didn't panic, as the white towel floated from the patio furniture towards Phoenix.  It slipped around her blocking the view that he was obviously distracted by.      "I am sorry again.  I've let you into my world and I started to fall into my normal habits.  I'll stop using my abilities."      "It's just… " Jeremy paused to gather his thoughts "...I'm okay."      After tucking the towel in to keep it from falling, she carefully walked to the dressing rooms on the east side of the pool.      "I will meet you in the dining hall.  Forester will show you the way." In the changing room she could dry her hair and dress without raising Jeremy's anxiety levels.  This isn't the first time her secrets where out in the open, but it is the first time with an unprepared civilian.  If she couldn't trust him she would either run again or be pulled back into the government to do their bidding.  She had worked long enough in secret, this was her time to be free and strengthen her ties to the human race.       "Please let him keep my secret." she said it out aloud in an effort to commit strength to the words.       She used the pool frequently so having several changes of clothes nearby was just a matter of convenient.  Deciding on a simple mask, a long night slip and robe from the dressing rooms collection took as much time as dressing.  The mask was black, silk, slim, and not the typical over the top full concealment masks she wore to school.  It didn't cover her mouth, because she needed to eat after today’s exhausting event.      The dining hall was also in the East wing and Phoenix took the inner door to the far end of the long hall way past the kitchen and the parlor room.  When she purchase this house it was mainly due to the closeness of the kitchen to her bedroom.  She hated cold food.  …
Jun
8
2011

Obsessed with Scenes (Part 2: Dark Mystery)

Rating: Work safe, but adult concepts. Genre: female, smut, fantasy I’ll get started without too much delay, but wanted to express that Phoenix and Tyler are now seated in a lounge area on the private balcony above security. Time has passed and they’ve become comfortable with each other. I left in a removed pieces with strikethroughs just to show you another way the story played out in my head. …………… My spider sense started tingling as my sight landed on a tall muscular man with a ominous expression looking towards Tyler. He arguing with a husky security guard at the top of the stairs and trying to push his way past.  He was just beyond the limits of my empathic abilities. “Is he your next appointment?” I leaned over and asked. “No. He shouldn’t be up here.” Concern and guilt flushed through Tyler.  He took a look at his business partners across the table and then back up at the upset man.  He seamed to be trying to prepare himself. “I’ll delay him.” Tyler looked at me with a little surprise, but then nodded.  From the beginning of the night he had expressed that he didn’t want any personal attachments and yet here I was volunteering for a little piece of his.  I kissed his cheek, moved out from the table where we sat, and used my most alluring walk as I headed towards the dark stranger.  Of course, the walk was for everyone's benefits, after all I needed to play my part. “My name is Phoenix and you are going to dance with me.” I stepped in front of his path. “Excuse me.” The rough voice matched the man. He began to move in an effort to pass me, but quickly noticed that I was not going to get out of his way. “I need to speak with that man.” He gestured towards Tyler and still did not look at me. I could sense his feelings of loss covered by anger now that I was closer. “I don’t know what your reasons are, but I can tell that you intend him harm. You’re also carrying a weapon strapped to your ankle which is not getting any closer to your target.” and this is why I’m studying Psychology, so that I can talk my way out of terrible situations instead of using my abilities. “If you want to speak with Tyler I’ll need to take the bullets.” “He is busy, but I’m not.  Dance with me and I’ll bring you back.” This time I added a raised chest at the end of my statement. Now he looked at me. The look ran from my head to my toes and enticed my inner fire to grow hotter. Damn men, I thought, why does my body conflict with the rest of me? This guy is obviously dangerous and unstable. I suspect he is considering why someone so tiny has confidence written in her eyes. Before he could speak the words of defiance that I knew were coming, I said “Or I can call security to escort you out. It all depends on how badly you need to speak with him.” He considered his options while switching his destructive glance between Tyler and me. “Fine, but you don’t understand I don’t want him dead just want a confession, even if I must beat it out of him.  I want him imprisoned. You should know that he puts the women around him in danger.” He wants me to sympathize and be on his side of the story. I moved towards him and slowly dropped down to my knees. Reaching my hands to his right lower pants, I summoned up my telekinesis to make this a smooth and discreet process. I didn’t want to alert the others on the balcony that there was a gun in the room. People would reach for their cell phones hoping to grab a video of some violent scene as they backed out of the area. I lifted the gun from the holster. It was a revolver 38 caliber, nice concealed weapon. Opened the chamber and pushed the five rounds into my hand that was still under his pant leg. Put the gun back into place and attempted to be graceful as I stood up. “You can ask for these back when you leave.”  I lead him away from Tyler down the stairs and onto the dance floor.  He is a hands on dancer or what I would deem a Latin dancer.  Not bad, but it definitely meant I would not last until morning without sex.  I’d push away or pull back from him just to ease the strain in my muscles.  After the fourth song ended, I indicated it was time to return. Looking at me with desire he leaned down and said “You can leave with me.” That was odd, whatever happened to this man he genuinely thought I was in danger. I trust my abilities and I know that Tyler has no intention of harming me, but this stranger’s impression made me question my gifts. “I am Tyler’s… for tonight.” I never break my commitments. He straightened and changed his expression back to ominous. I guess the conversation is over. Unfortunately I don’t think I had any effect on his goal for the night.  I took his arm as we walked back to the private balcony.  Tyler’s visitors were no longer at the table and his expression told me he had been watching us dance and that he was almost as hungry as I was.  No jealousy, just simple adult attraction.  After turning around, I gave Tyler my hopeless look and moved back to sit at his side. while slipping the bullets into a napkin. He placed his arm over my shoulder and attempted to control a small flash of irritation directed at Mr. Dark. “Alex, please let’s not go over this again.” Tyler lowered his head. I swear he would make a wonderful politician. Because underneath that humbling gesture, the man’s temper was growing. “We will go over this again and again until my sister returns.” Alex’s voice started to increase in volume and the table next to us glanced over. “You were the last person to see her. Her purse was found just outside on the street with blood on it.” He lifted his arms to point at the front of the club. “Where is she?” “As I’ve told the police, Chelsea left my place in the morning with every intention to go home. We even made plans to see each other again that night.” “Here you are, with another girl on your arm, going through the motions of moving on.” I could spot a couple of security guards approaching.  Tyler must have made preparations in case things got out of hand.  He raised his hand at the wrist to signal them to stay back. He gave me a sympathetic look and shifted his arm to stand up. “Alex, I’ve given you the truth. I’ve posted fliers out front. I’ve had my entire staff questioned. I’ve allowed my customers to be questioned and I’ve been kind about your attempts to point suspicion at me. I want Chelsea back and safe, but you don’t get to assume the nature of our relationship or my personal life. You will leave tonight, but if you publically question me again, I will ban you from this club. I know what it means to you to be here and continue your search. I’m not the bad guy, but I will be if you keep pressing.” I didn’t need my empathy to know how furious Tyler became during his response, his eyes, posture and voice threw it in Alex’s direction. Alex held out his hand towards me. “I’ll have my things back now.” I placed the folded napkin in his hand. Tyler gave me a questioned look with a raised eyebrow. It’s probably better for both of them if Tyler didn’t know about the gun. He wanted less drama, this is me removing it. Besides now that I know their connection I feel that neither is in danger of losing their lives. I shook my head and watched Alex leave with his two escorts. Alex released his stare down with Tyler to give me a final look and said “Thank you for the dancing.  Stay safe.” The dark man turned and left with as much anger as when he entered.

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